Are you happy?

Am I a weak person? 

Yes I guess. 

For a long time my happiness depends on people, on things, on circumstances. I've been lucky that so far my life has been good, with little misfortunes and sad things happening to me. And I guess it is because of that, that I've become like this, lazy to grow, to move forward. 

Yes my life has been stagnant for a long time, and I've been too blinded and too lazy to change the way things are. I was comfortable being this way, because why not? Things work out, so why bother. 

I guess now the wake up call has come. Being suddenly thrown out of all proportions and I've no idea what to do, it just stress me out and depress me deeply. 

No. I've let this situation on for too long I guess. Now is the time to finally snap out of it and stop whining. Yes I've become the person that I hate, and no wonder I was miserable. 

My happiness does not depend on others.

My happiness does not depend on things. 

Nor does my happiness depend on circumstances.

It depends on me, and I am the one in charge of it. 

To be happy or not is up to me. 

I am responsible for my own life. 

Nothing or no one else is.