Are you happy?

Am I a weak person? 

Yes I guess. 

For a long time my happiness depends on people, on things, on circumstances. I've been lucky that so far my life has been good, with little misfortunes and sad things happening to me. And I guess it is because of that, that I've become like this, lazy to grow, to move forward. 

Yes my life has been stagnant for a long time, and I've been too blinded and too lazy to change the way things are. I was comfortable being this way, because why not? Things work out, so why bother. 

I guess now the wake up call has come. Being suddenly thrown out of all proportions and I've no idea what to do, it just stress me out and depress me deeply. 

No. I've let this situation on for too long I guess. Now is the time to finally snap out of it and stop whining. Yes I've become the person that I hate, and no wonder I was miserable. 

My happiness does not depend on others.

My happiness does not depend on things. 

Nor does my happiness depend on circumstances.

It depends on me, and I am the one in charge of it. 

To be happy or not is up to me. 

I am responsible for my own life. 

Nothing or no one else is.

Do You?

How many people you met in life that actually know you for you, or even more than you know yourself.

And you know there's no need for words or expressions, they'll just, know. 

Leisure Day

Omelette // orange juice 

And so my favorite day of the week is here again. What better way to spend t well than to cook home cook food and just relax doing the things I love. 

Recipe for omelette:

2 eggs

2 sausages

1 slice of cheese

1 green pepper

3 tablespoons of milk

Seasoning

Cooking oil

1. Diced up green pepper and sausages and fry until sausages turn brown.

2. While waiting, beat up eggs with milk.

3. Add in mixture of eggs and milk to sausages and green pepper and add seasoning.

4. Add in small slices of cheese and serve after cheese melted. 

Book by its cover

Funny. How sometimes people are told not to judge someone by appearances, or book by its cover, but they still do. They judge you based on the way you look, the way you dress, or sometimes even the way you eat. 

Just because I eat a lot and is still bone skinny doesn't mean I'm aneroxic.

Just because I dressed tomboyish doesn't mean I am.

Just because I look nice doesn't mean I am as well, lol. 

Life has its way of surprising you at the most unexpected moments. Just when you think you've finally reach the end of your rope doesn't mean you're done. Life too, has a habit of throwing things at you that makes you unlock your potential. 

Next time you're thinking of judging someone, or something, just remember how ugly once that caterpillar looked before turning into a beautiful butterfly. 

d i r e c t i o n

There is an empty bottle, floating in the sea, going where the waves carry. Sometimes a gigantic wave will carry it high into the air, and it’ll feel exhilarated. Sometimes a gigantic wave will dash it down under into the depths of the sea, where darkness and depression overwhelms. But because an empty bottle is light and almost weightless, it will always find its way to the surface, floating once again in and out of the waves, with no direction, just going where the current takes. Until maybe one day, it will either be dashed into a million pieces on a rock, or the currents will carry it to a shore.