Book by its cover

Funny. How sometimes people are told not to judge someone by appearances, or book by its cover, but they still do. They judge you based on the way you look, the way you dress, or sometimes even the way you eat. 

Just because I eat a lot and is still bone skinny doesn't mean I'm aneroxic.

Just because I dressed tomboyish doesn't mean I am.

Just because I look nice doesn't mean I am as well, lol. 

Life has its way of surprising you at the most unexpected moments. Just when you think you've finally reach the end of your rope doesn't mean you're done. Life too, has a habit of throwing things at you that makes you unlock your potential. 

Next time you're thinking of judging someone, or something, just remember how ugly once that caterpillar looked before turning into a beautiful butterfly. 

d i r e c t i o n

There is an empty bottle, floating in the sea, going where the waves carry. Sometimes a gigantic wave will carry it high into the air, and it’ll feel exhilarated. Sometimes a gigantic wave will dash it down under into the depths of the sea, where darkness and depression overwhelms. But because an empty bottle is light and almost weightless, it will always find its way to the surface, floating once again in and out of the waves, with no direction, just going where the current takes. Until maybe one day, it will either be dashed into a million pieces on a rock, or the currents will carry it to a shore.

Lately

sausages // fried eggs with green pepper // orange juice

feeling sort of unsettled lately. was feeling restless as well about life in general. well, my life to be exact. and i envisioned myself doing what i do now everyday, no i cant. not the same thing over and over again, staying in a place where you neither move forward or backward. is what i am doing right now my passion? no it's just something that i know how to do. something that i've studied for and passed at. 

so what do i want to do with my life? 

that is the question i've been asking myself since i graduated high school. and finishing college just help eliminate one thing that i know im not pasisonate about. 

Stories

Always love happy endings. Especially if the love interests has a misunderstanding in the middle lol. Suckers for happy endings. 

He

He...who knows your every smile and frown

He...who knows your every little gesture

He...who understands that silence means more than words at times

He...who will be there without fail when you need him to be

He...knows you better than you know yourself

He...knows how to take care of you

He...who will never raise his voice at you

He...who knows what touches your heart 

He...knows when to leave you alone and when to be near you

He...who never complains about his frustrations but bear all with dignity and pride

He...who never whines about things that doesn't go his way

He...who knows what is right and upholds it

He...who stands up for himself

He...who does all things quietly, never looking for praise 

He...who shoulders all responsibilities and bears all burden with quiet dignity 

He...who is wise

He...who is kind and gentle

He...who is patient 

He...who is considerate 

He...who dares to admit when he's wrong

He...where everyone could count on and lean on

He...who is loyal

He...who is not insecure nor jealous

He...whose heart is big to forgive and love

He...who earns respect rather than demands it

He...who is far sighted in all things 

He...who is happy, content, at peace with himself and the world 

He...who even his enemy respects him

He...who takes good care of himself 

He...who is straightforward 

He...who knows when to do what 

He...has self confidence 

He...will never be happy at the expense of others 

He...will always listen 

He...never judges

He...is not spiteful

He...is not pretentious 

He...who always keep his words 

He...who is honest

He...who appreciates all things

He...doesn't even exist 

Lol.

Lately

Sausages // fried mashed potatoes // orange juice 

When laziness and hunger fight with each other. Simple dinner breakfast style. 

A lot of thoughts have been going through my mind lately. Most of it about God and the world. Some of it about life. The more I thought about all these, the more I feel I should at least make a stand for what I believed in. You know, sorta like let it all out. Maybe when I've organize my cluttered thoughts into neat piles then I'll start. But in the meanwhile, complaints? Lol.

Life is full of complaints. Too early, too hungry, too hot, too tired, too lazy. Work has been kinda tiring lately I'm not sure whether it's due to the inactivity that I'm tired of doing nothing, waiting for patients to come, or because I'm lacking in stamina due to lack of exercise that I get tired easily. Exercise. Yes I'll have to get down to that too.

Lotsa things to do. So little energy to do them. Maybe next time?

bit of rain here maybe?

dear rain,

i pray that you come in abundance to this parched land. bless this land with your gentle kisses, even not so gentle ones i do not mind, as long as you grace us with your presence. 

sincerely,

one who miss your presence dearly

dear sun,

your presence to us has been awesome and it has bring cheers especially to our laundries. however if you would be so kind as to tone down a shade of your cheerfulness that would be great. if you would also kindly ask miss rain on a date together that would be even better. 

sincerely,

one who is longing for rain

and guess what? it rained. :) - updated 10-03-2015 8.26pm