Lately

sausages // fried eggs with green pepper // orange juice

feeling sort of unsettled lately. was feeling restless as well about life in general. well, my life to be exact. and i envisioned myself doing what i do now everyday, no i cant. not the same thing over and over again, staying in a place where you neither move forward or backward. is what i am doing right now my passion? no it's just something that i know how to do. something that i've studied for and passed at. 

so what do i want to do with my life? 

that is the question i've been asking myself since i graduated high school. and finishing college just help eliminate one thing that i know im not pasisonate about. 

b e l i e f s

no matter what i believe in, or what i support, i have stood up for it. and in the process i have been insulted because of it, it does not matter. because at the end of the day, it is not between me and them, it is between them and God.

no. i do not pretend to be holy or know what is right in God's eyes. and no, telling the world what is wrong or right is not judging, merely stating a fact. i would've thought if those who are open minded about a lot of things would be open minded about different opinions and beliefs as well. but no. the world is the same place from the beginning of time till now. when people doesn't agree with us does it mean they are against us? you talk about discrimination against homosexuals but what about discrimination against those who speak out different views on it?

the US supreme court has legalised gay marriages and i do not support it. that is the stand i make and since there is freedom of choice and speech, i, too have the right to stand up for what i believed in. 

crossroads

decisions after decisions

all lead to different paths

this one i'm sure

i decide it on my own

with no one to persuade or dissuade

and if i regret it will be on my shoulders

but i know

i will not

钢琴

掉落的泪

碎了的心

只有我和钢琴知道

那些年 我们之间的秘密

sloth

this feeling of restlessness
feels like i should be doing something productive
but then again
i've wasted whole morning by just lying there
fingers itching to paint
to do patchwork
to knit
to read
to do whatever as long as it's nothing
and ended up
i did just that lol
oh help!