i know who holds tomorrow

it wasn't much, but it meant a lot to me, today's 'incident'.

i was all ready downstairs waiting for my friend to pick me up for church and seeing that he wasn't there i sorta kinda had a feeling he overslept, and he did. mass was at 6pm and he reached my place ard 5.45pm what with the possibility of jam and normal journey to church usually takes ard 15 mins with free traffic, i had succumb to the thought that i'd be late for mass.

as i was on the way, i imagine telling myself that probably i'll be walking in after the entrance hymn or so and my mind screamed at the idea of missing it. yes there might be no seats in front for me, or i might miss the prayer before mass, or the angelus, but to sing the hymns in mass was one of my favourite mass moments and i prayed that the Lord would somehow let me be in time.

so when i reach church it was ard 6.05pm and i knew im late for everything. but driving in, seeing the servers still outside, my heart just gave a disbelief leapt of joy. truly the Lord is kind to me and He knows me and loves me so much that today, mass started late. i hurried in and (yes! there's a seat for me at my favourite place! unbelievable!) said a Our Father and seconds later mass started.

at that exact moment, i had a feeling that God was waiting for me. He knows i'm coming, He knows i'm late, He knows i don't want to miss anything, and i didn't. i said the angelus before mass, i sang the entrance hymn before mass, and i had a seat at my favourite place.

they say God takes care of everything, do not worry about tomorrow, and i always said the same things to others but today, God has proven to me, that there is totally no need for me to worry even to the smallest details in life because, as i was praying so hard for enlightenment of what should i do for my future, where should i go, now, i worry no more.

because now, i know who holds tomorrow, and i know who holds my hand.