Lately

sausages // fried eggs with green pepper // orange juice

feeling sort of unsettled lately. was feeling restless as well about life in general. well, my life to be exact. and i envisioned myself doing what i do now everyday, no i cant. not the same thing over and over again, staying in a place where you neither move forward or backward. is what i am doing right now my passion? no it's just something that i know how to do. something that i've studied for and passed at. 

so what do i want to do with my life? 

that is the question i've been asking myself since i graduated high school. and finishing college just help eliminate one thing that i know im not pasisonate about. 

Stories

Always love happy endings. Especially if the love interests has a misunderstanding in the middle lol. Suckers for happy endings. 

He

He...who knows your every smile and frown

He...who knows your every little gesture

He...who understands that silence means more than words at times

He...who will be there without fail when you need him to be

He...knows you better than you know yourself

He...knows how to take care of you

He...who will never raise his voice at you

He...who knows what touches your heart 

He...knows when to leave you alone and when to be near you

He...who never complains about his frustrations but bear all with dignity and pride

He...who never whines about things that doesn't go his way

He...who knows what is right and upholds it

He...who stands up for himself

He...who does all things quietly, never looking for praise 

He...who shoulders all responsibilities and bears all burden with quiet dignity 

He...who is wise

He...who is kind and gentle

He...who is patient 

He...who is considerate 

He...who dares to admit when he's wrong

He...where everyone could count on and lean on

He...who is loyal

He...who is not insecure nor jealous

He...whose heart is big to forgive and love

He...who earns respect rather than demands it

He...who is far sighted in all things 

He...who is happy, content, at peace with himself and the world 

He...who even his enemy respects him

He...who takes good care of himself 

He...who is straightforward 

He...who knows when to do what 

He...has self confidence 

He...will never be happy at the expense of others 

He...will always listen 

He...never judges

He...is not spiteful

He...is not pretentious 

He...who always keep his words 

He...who is honest

He...who appreciates all things

He...doesn't even exist 

Lol.

Lately

Sausages // fried mashed potatoes // orange juice 

When laziness and hunger fight with each other. Simple dinner breakfast style. 

A lot of thoughts have been going through my mind lately. Most of it about God and the world. Some of it about life. The more I thought about all these, the more I feel I should at least make a stand for what I believed in. You know, sorta like let it all out. Maybe when I've organize my cluttered thoughts into neat piles then I'll start. But in the meanwhile, complaints? Lol.

Life is full of complaints. Too early, too hungry, too hot, too tired, too lazy. Work has been kinda tiring lately I'm not sure whether it's due to the inactivity that I'm tired of doing nothing, waiting for patients to come, or because I'm lacking in stamina due to lack of exercise that I get tired easily. Exercise. Yes I'll have to get down to that too.

Lotsa things to do. So little energy to do them. Maybe next time?

b e l i e f s

no matter what i believe in, or what i support, i have stood up for it. and in the process i have been insulted because of it, it does not matter. because at the end of the day, it is not between me and them, it is between them and God.

no. i do not pretend to be holy or know what is right in God's eyes. and no, telling the world what is wrong or right is not judging, merely stating a fact. i would've thought if those who are open minded about a lot of things would be open minded about different opinions and beliefs as well. but no. the world is the same place from the beginning of time till now. when people doesn't agree with us does it mean they are against us? you talk about discrimination against homosexuals but what about discrimination against those who speak out different views on it?

the US supreme court has legalised gay marriages and i do not support it. that is the stand i make and since there is freedom of choice and speech, i, too have the right to stand up for what i believed in.